Greed, Friendship + Randomness

Sometimes I feel odd. I'm not motivated by greed for self preservation,
maybe greed to keep myself entertained. I am a big movie + game fan
& these hobbies don't come cheap. I feel introspective a lot of the time
but if I'm comfortable around someone I will talk freely & a bit
uncensored. Maybe I'm an idealist that believes reciprocity can work in
today's world. Differences + similarities bring people together + keep them
apart. A friend is a friend regardless of how much time you spend
w/ them or even if you've met them in person or not. People usually define
friends as people they spend a lot of time with off the clock. I think that
if we're friendly we're friends. Maybe that's why I find it so easy to
befriend youtube vloggers. They put themselves out there and I respect
that. Maybe I should take it up, hah hah.... 1 written assignment down,
3 more to go but I'm not in the paper writing mood.

I always thought "Why write your thoughts down? It's because it offers
relief, the relief of having your thoughts organized & expressed.
I wrote this down today in a notebook too. My friend is a friend thought
goes back maybe 2 years ago to an autoethnography I had to write about
myself.

I think people place too many barriers to really sharing what
they're all about but I don't wanna be like that.